::my journey with Loving God::

THANK YOU GOD

Dear God, I want to take a minute, not to ask for anything from you but simply to say thank you, for all I have.

The Old Testament book of Hosea is the story of God's faithful love for His unfaithful people. In what seems strange to us, the Lord commanded Hosea to marry a woman who would break her marriage vows and bring grief to him ( Hosea 1:2-3). After she desert Hosea for other men, the Lord told him to take her back - a picture of "the love of the Lord for the children of Israel, who look to other gods" (3:1)

Later, Hosea was called upon to tell the Israelite that because their rebellion against the Lord, they would be carried away into captivity by a foreign power. " Tumult shall arise among your people, and all your fortresses shall be plundered" (10:14).

Yet in the midst of their sin and punishment, the grace of God toward His people was never exhausted. In a grace filled exhortation, He said: "Sow for yourselves righteousness on you." (10:12).

Even when we have "ploughed wickedness" and "reaped iniquity" (10:13), God does not stop loving us. Whatever our situation today, we can turn to the Lord and find forgiveness to make a new start, His love never fails!!!!

MY DAILY LIFE AS A STUDENT!!!!

As a student, I lead a life of honesty and simplicity. By habit I get up early from bed and clean my parts of the body and brush my teeth with a brush. I take physical exercise to keep my body healthy and fit and if it becomes advantageous for me, I take a walk of about HUNDRED METRE....(kunun) ^^

I get refreshed with the morning walk or a little exercise and then prepare myself for the study with utmost sincerity. It is against my principle to put off today's work for tomorrow or to have any private tutor. I accept the guidance of my beautiful frens who has proficiency in English and mathematics as well.

After devoting myself to study from 7 A.M. to 7.30 A.M., I will share anything i read to my networking frens for sometime without having any rigid rules. After bathing in the well, I take my meal prepared by myself at 7.40 A.M. and proceed to the campus situated at a distance of only one furlong from my home (Beverly Hills)....0.0

The lecture begin at 10.30 A.M. usually. I go to school with my good friends and occupy the first bench. On the way to campus I talk a great variety of topics with students coming from different parts of the town. I maintain punctuality in attending classes. The first period begins with Economics subjects-(Malaysian Economy) taught by our beautiful lecturer (Ms. Bibiana ) and two hours later lecture cont. by Miss Shafiza with the Principles of Economic subject......OMG!!! quiz??????? i hope i get ready for this...hahahaha

In the lecture room we listen to the teachings of the lecturer with rapt attention. The recess is allowed for an hour. In the recess hour I take the water bring by me... i'm quit tired...~.~....the class will be end exactly 4.45pm...huhuhu

5.00P.M. in the afternoon and I get back home. Having placed my books and notes in the proper place I wash my hands and face. After having a little tea with biscuits I proceed to the bed nap ....ZzZzZzzZzZzz. i will wake up around 8.00pm...yaiiiiii! pmalas... and prepare my lessons after getting my dresses changed and after washing my hands, feet and face. I begin my studies at about 8.30 P.M. and devote to the study of Economics subject. As a matter of habit, I read for about two and half hours and take my supper at 9.30 P.M.

There is a slight change in the routine on Sunday which is a holiday. I engage myself in church and hanging up with my frens. I also visit a movie or theatre. I spend the Sundays in a different way than on the other days. This is all about my daily life as a student.....haha just enough!!!!! this is a simple story about me.....my daily life......

being in LOVE with u....

Love

Strength to embrace life;
In times pain overcomes joy.
A spirit to try.

~RW

What is it that keeps you going in a moment of hurt? Well, I don't think that there might be a better answer than faith and love. They are fuel to our soul... and without them your heart turns cold.

You gotta have strength and warmth to be able to live your life, especially after a breakdown. Something to believe in... To get over the horrible feelings that tide you down. A reason to hang on, carry on and feel alive.

Even if the original culprit that caused your pain was love... That might happen too, you know... The cure is still love, not hate. Cause, you gotta at least love yourself than letting negative emotions eat up your heart. As difficult as it seems, doing otherwise is like extinguishing your own soul. That would be a terrible double lose.

when i get boring and nothing to do...!!!!

I believe the answer goes against what many of us have been taught about how to spend our free time. From early childhood we’ve been taught to divide everything to do into two groups, work and leisure. Work consists of all the things we need to do and leisure is everything else.

Splitting the world this way isn’t necessarily wrong. But the subtle message contained in this split is that work and leisure shouldn’t resemble each other. Your work needs to be productive, efficient and challenging. Therefore leisure should be relaxing, accomplish nothing and be free of pressures.

Several things God drew me to today:

Jesus went away:: Even Jesus needed to get away from it all sometimes & just be alone, un-distracted with the Father. As I processed today I listed all the things that make me distracted and less likely to spend 'quality' time with God at home. Noise. Laundry. A messy house. Sleepiness. But Godcould meet with me in my crazy messy noisy house. I know that. But Jesus could have also met with God in His bed at Simon & Andrew's house. But He didn't. What a relief. What a relief to know that there is something sacred about running away to steal some time with God by yourself. Jesus gets me. He needed it too. And if He needed it, surely He understands my need.
Jesus understood the desire to be closer to the Father:: What a burden it must have been to be so distant from God in flesh while for so long being so close in nature. He wanted to be near God. Just the ~~two~~ ONE of them. Again, Jesus gets me.
Jesus kept eternal perspective in the midst of pressing circumstances:: I *LOVE* that in vs. 36 it says Simon & his party posse interrupted Jesus' alone time saying "Everyone is looking for you." Oh man do I know that feeling. Well, not really. But I do know what it feels like to not go to the bathroom by myself. Or not read a magazine without someone needing to know when someone elseneeds to go down for a nap. Or not get to spend time alone with the Lord during 'nap time' without being interrupted by mid-nap crying. But how does Christ respond? “Let us go somewhere else...so that I may preach there also; for that is what I came for.” He knows his role in eternity. This passage begged the question of me - Do I know my role in eternity? Am I content to live out that role despite pressing circumstances? Or am I going to spitefully hoard my "me time"?

I am not God. I am, however, a woman/student/campus missionary. And I need to be prepared, through the power of the Spirit, to respond as Christ did in this passage. And what a relief to know that in this season of life, the Lord of my life and God of the universe actually 'gets' me. He was well acquainted with desiring God more, needing space & yet still being asked to serve.

Would you join me in praying for me (and you!) to live out this passage? Oh, how I desperately needed this sweet reminder!!

Thanks y'all. See ya again when God inspires another post. ;).....GOD BLESS US!!!

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WHO has taught the deaf to speak
and enabled the listening ear to hear
speech from the Atlantic to the Rockies,
I Dedicate
this Story of My Life.

my playlist~

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FALLING IN LOVE WITH STITCH

FINAL EXAM IS GOING ON>>>>>

during the examination week on, means there is =

-NO PLAY2

-NO HANGOUT

-NO TV

-NO EXCUSES FOR NOT STUDY

hahahhhah good luck for my final exam, i believe that i can do it better than last sem:-)

FINAL EXAM....AROUND DA' CORNER.......HUHHHHHU

Now, everything has changed. More challenges, workloads, demands, expectations, pressures, headaches, new relationships to adjust and maintain, etc, etc, etc, name it!

I just wanna screaaaaaaaaaaaaaam !

Hah!!

It gets so stressful at times.
But you see, this is called the journey of life that we all go through.
It will happen because we are still breathing.

So, human as I am. I'm no exception.
Lately I have felt the pressure. It gets so sickening at times but lo and behold!
That's why I have a savior!

These thoughts that I have scribbled just popped out in the middle of nowhere while I was so busy worrying about tomorrow.

And I say, just WOW!!!

GOOD LUCK FINAL EXAM.......

my little RED Teddy Bear

I have a little red teddy bear
Who's always there for me,
When I need someone to talk to
He listens quietly.

He doesn't get mad or yell
Or ever put me down,
He never gets jealous or envious
And never has a frown.

When I need a hug he's there
Waiting with open paws,
His eye is broken, his arm is ripped
But I don't mind his flaws.

I love my little red teddy bear
With his cute little face,
And if we were more like
Teddy bears the world
Would be a better place.

I LOVE MY RED TEDDY BEAR............

p/s hahahahaha nothing to do......!!!!!

my little christmas day........the moment i'll never forget....

Let us remember that the Christmas heart is a giving heart, a wide open heart that thinks of others first. The birth of the baby Jesus stands as the most significant event in all history, because it has meant the pouring into a sick world of the healing medicine of love which has transformed all manner of hearts for almost two thousand years... Underneath all the bulging bundles is this beating Christmas heart.

Peace on earth will come to stay,
When we live Christmas every day. <

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2011 AND BLESSED NEW YEAR 2012.......

my friend - Nur Fatimah's bday party~

hahahahahha nur fatimah punya bday party yg 21st pd 21.12.2011 -KFC

friends in mind...........

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends.

Hold a true friend with both your hands.

I Love The Little Things In Life ................my lifestyle.........

I love that each thing I do in MY life, makes MY life what it is.

I love waking up in the morning and just laying there for a while; looking at the curtains, looking at my arms stretch up to the ceiling, the feelings I get after a good dream, and I love the sway of the trees outside my window.

I love the sounds of the piano, guitar but only sometimes. When the song is revealing something amazing inside me. When the high notes match the low notes, and the notes in-between are like the clouds touching the Earth; gentle, but present.

I love looking at the stars at night.
I love the feel of grass on my ankles.
The softness of my puppies ears.
Someones eyes when they have just realized something.
I love the sound of a good laugh.
I love adventures that may seem small, but they really mean something to you.

I love life, all that makes it up, all that makes it tough, all that makes life what it is.
Because life is enough to live happily.....................................................ENOUGH FOR TODAY.............

NATAL DIHATIKU..............SING WITH ME.........

Natal Di Hatiku
Key = G
Tempo 68
Intro :
G Am G/B Em D G
C D Eb G/D D7
Verse :
G Am G/B Em D G
Se-per-ti pa-lu-ngan
C G/B Am D
Layakkanlah hatiku menyambut-Mu Tuhan
G Am G/B C A/C#
Se-per-ti emas kemenyan dan mur
G/D A/C# D
Biar hidupku berkenan pada-Mu
(Repeat x2)
Chorus :
G D/F# Em Bm C G/B
Sebab Natal tak akan berarti tanpa kasih-Mu
Am D
Lahir di hatiku
G D/F# Em Bm C G/B
Hanya bersama-Mu Yesus kurasakan selalu
Am D (G)
Indahnya Natal di hatiku
Interlude : G Am G/B Em D G C D www.kidung.com Page 2
Verse
Chorus x2
Bridge :
C D7/C B Em
Bersama paduan suara surga ku bernyanyi
C D Em
Kemuliaan di tempat maha tinggi
C D7/C B Em
Dan damai sejahtera di antara manusia
C Am D
Yang hidupnya berkenan kepada-Mu
Chorus x2
Am D Em D/F# G
Indahnya Natal di hatiku
Am D
Indahnya Natal di… hatiku
Ending :
G Am G/B Em D G
G/B C D C/E
Am Dsus4 G

a worry list

Years ago, in an article in seminary magazine, Paul Borden gave some helpful suggestion for worries:

1.start a worry list- write down what you're worried about.

2. Turn your worry list into a prayer list- Ask the Lord to work in those situations you're concerned about. Pray specifically for your needs and depend on Him.

3. Turn your prayer list into an action list. If you have any insight that there's something you can do about your cares, do it. As we turn our worries into prayer and action, Borden says, " Paralysing anxienty can be replaced by concern for the responsibilities of life."

WHAT YOU HAVE MADE A MATTER OF PRAYER SHOULD CEASE TO BE A MATTER OF CARE.

THE LIVE I WANT TO BE......THIS IS MY LIFESTYLE.....

I want that Humility, I want to be humble, Lord I humble myself before you. I believe in a breakthrough this year. I don't want to waste anymore time on pride and let satan rob me from the wonderful blessings God has in store for me. I want to walk humbly. I'm created to serve you and the body of Christ, to worship you, to build relationships, putting others before me, loving one another, lift each other up. I'm hungry for more of you Jesus, draw me close to you. I understand it is a life long process. I understand humility is one of the highest graces and the hardest to attain. I understand it's not an easy walk, but I know I serve a mighty God and believe with all f my heart that You are with me and delight in such pursuit. Come Holy Spirit and teach me humility.

As I go through all kinds of feelings and experiences in my journey through life -- delight, surprise, chagrin, dismay -- I hold this question as a guiding light: "What do I really need right now to be happy?" What I come to over and over again is that only qualities as vast and deep as love, connection and kindness will really make me happy in any sort of enduring way. No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change. To change one's life: 1. Start immediately. 2. Do it flamboyantly. 3. No exceptions. Reverence for Life affords me my fundamental principle of morality, namely, that good consists in maintaining, assisting, and enhancing life and that to destroy, harm, or to hinder life is evil. Affirmation of the world -- that is affirmation of the will to live, which appears in phenomenal forms all around me -- is only possible for me in that I give myself out for other life. I think that taking life seriously means something such as this: that whatever man does on this planet has to be done in the lived truth of the terror of creation, of the grotesque, of the rumble of panic underneath everything. Otherwise it is false. Whatever is achieved must be achieved with the full exercise of passion, of vision, of pain, of fear, and of sorrow. How do we know ... that our part of the meaning of the universe might not be a rhythm in sorrow? Even after all this time, The sun never says to the earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with A love like that. It lights the whole sky. There is nothing we like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in a person's eye when he feels that we have sympathized with him, understood him. At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends. These are the moments worth living.